Another late night 8'D
Or yeah.. xD Right now I'm sitting on Risa ( http://pissynovelist.blogspot.com/ ) apartment, taking care of both her apartment and her cute cats. They have both just had their maturation >>, so annoying to listen to, but at least they are beginning to be over it now. ^w^
I kinda wish I had taken something to sew on with me, but then again, i felt i had plently of bagage as it was already when i arrived ^^;
Sadly I havent gotten any money this month, so Im kinda screwd ´, have to call/mail my caseworker tomorrow so i can get a day we can get a meeting, though I also have to ask my parents if they by any chance can elp me pay my bills and rent this month and so that I can get into the meeting as it is a good 1 hour away from where I am right now * sigh * God sometimes I jsut hate my country.
Speaking about countries; I might be going to live in England for 6 months next year. I am planning it together with my wonderfull friend Colleen-Jane ( called CJ ) I have gotten permisson to live in her house together with her while it is. So if its gonna be something I'm gonna begin to search for jobs in England, as they 1. have cheaper things then Denmark, 2. get better paid ( or thats what im gonna say and mean >>' ) and they have a wonderful and intersting culture.. And WSPA where you can help and get aducated and such. I t could be so awesome if I by any chance could work there or get educated there *W*
Oh well. Enough jabbering from here..
Tomorrow at some time, Shinji ( http://xxrikuinthedarkxx.blogspot.com/ ) will be coming around, and will sew with me.. Though.. Well.. I dont ahve any fabric, so its probably just gonna be her sewing the stuff while I will be watching her awesome skills ^w^
//Yokume over and out <3
About Me
So..
From wednesday I am gonna be a cat-sitter for Risas ( http://pissynovelist.blogspot.com/ ) lovely 2 cats while she is in Australia for around 20 days.
I'm kinda looking forward to it as I am closer to a lot of lovely persons here ( I'm gonna cat-sit them in her apartment ). and it is also a very nice thing to be over here, being a cat-sitter, it will take my thoughts more or less away from my waiting on my super adorable and over pretty pet rats. They did by the way turn 2 weeks today. Some pictures of the pretty ones:
Right now I feel so mean ;__;
I nearly forgot my parents dog outsite in the garden so it was standing out in the halffrozen weather for I dont know how long D:
I'm jsut happy it began to scratch on the window so I could remember it and let it in. Right now Im sitting with it on my lap, have covered it in a blanket so it can get warm again. I think it can feel that I am going home to my apartment tomorrow.
Not that I look forward to it, actually one of the only things I look forward to for the time being is that within 2 months I am getting pet rats TWT <3 Have kept it somewhat a secret for my friends untill last month, but I have been thinking of getting pet rats for quite some time. I have always loved the little fellas, they're like small version of a dog! you can have them in your pocket.. A pocket-dog ^w^
I look so much forward to it.. Though there are soo long time to the rat breeder where I am getting my first rats from, just first got the mother pregnant last week.. But still.. Pet rats! 8D
Besides form that little light spot in my life I also look forward to, hopefully being with Shinji the week after Okashiicon, that I sadly wont be at because I dont have the money ( or any new cosplays.. Im tbh tired of people calling me 'the best Undertaker ' since I feel like a very fail and chibilooking Undertaker, I hate the cosplay, it is uncomfortable, not to move around in, you cant see very much and the hat and wig is just like FFFFFFF--! )
Else the last 12 days have been somewhat unlucky, and somewhat depressing.. I have been visitn gmy parents for those days.. Both my parents are having a depression and my father told me that he seriously think he might die in this spring as he have been nearly only living on medication since November. He and my mother are going to the doctor every 14th day ( or.. in my mothers case it is every week as her depression if pretty big >>' ) I'm afraid my father is right as I have seen how he cant even walk 50 metres without getting pain in his leg and not being able to breathe normally. Heck he cant even take a bucket from the livingroom to the kitchen ( which actually are 1 and same room )
I'm worried about him.. Have been thinking of going to a church or just light a candle for him at home.. I dont see myself as christian, but I like to turn on a light and/or incense while thinking of the ones near me, trying to send them 'healing vibrates' so to say ^^; I know it sound silly, but I feel that its the best I can do when feeling like I do right now.
In the cosplay-way I feel like I am sitting in the same spot as I have been in for so long time. I want to sew but both my sewingmachines need to be repaired and I dont have so many money for fabric, wigs, shoes, contacts and such. -_-
God I wish I had a job or education so I could get more money, so I could pay off my depts and my bills and after that actually have money enough to make more than one meal a day.
// Yokume
Anyway.. Today I was traveling to Risas apartment, unfortunately I was late for the bus so I stood outside and waited for the bus, only to figure out half an hour later that it was past 7 pm, which means the busses only drive once an hour >< But after the 1 hour waiting it all went smoothly and I am now sitting and having a cozy time together with Risa and Miku. Tomorrow I am gonna attend to Oni and Rii's borthday-party they are having together. I am looking forward to it, but a afraid its gonna be awkward as I havent been at any birthday-party since I was around 17 years old. ^^; But aside from that I hope it will be great fun together with friends, as I really love the few times I am together with my friends ( now more often that it have ever been, because I've gotten an apartment way clsoer to my friends than it was before ) I dont like the weather-forecast for this weekend; snowstorm the whole weekend. If that is true I will in worst case be stuck in the Copenhagen area .__." Away from all the rant and instead I wanna share a picture of my beloved jellyfish cellphone-strap I bought at Confusion, Göteborg 2011 ( Sweden )
Isnt it gorgeus? <3// Yokume
Yeah, this weekend was been totally devoted to relaxing ^^
I found some of my favourite tea and made a good litre of it that I drank trough the saturday, while geeking Jigoku Shoujo and Tengen Gurren Toppa Lagann.
My fave tea <3
I have also started on sewing Leos school uniform, as I have enough white left-over white fabric. Its a little of a challenge but I'm fresh to do it.
I have also fangirlet a lot over LeoXElliott and ElliotXLeo, while I found out that Elliot are 173 centimetres ( 1 cm taller than me ) and leo is 9 centimetres smaller.. How ironic is it that I am gonna cosplay a short dewd? xD Oh well *shrugs*
Oh and a bonus picture; My hair as it was this weekend, it just didnt want to sit straight on spot >>', It does look meesy, but it was like that even ater trying to comb it away, without luck.
Just a quick and rndom little update from me.
//Yokume
Furh~
I really should try to write in this one some more often ^^;
A week ago I was at a convention in Göteborg, Sweden. The convention is a 'newborn' and are called 'confusion' which I really thinks fits it, since it was a big confusion to find our way in Göteborg ( I was together with Risa -> http://riku-risa.deviantart.com and Miku -> http://miirumiru.deviantart.com )
The GPS in our drivers car wanted us to drive at the railway-thing that the small train-things are in, and only the mini-trains and the busses may drive. so it was pretty @_@ ish
Finally we found our way down there, but unfortunately had Risa lost her Iphone. So while Risa and Miku ran out to try and find the Iphone, I stayed at the convention and kept an eye on the bags while getting a headace ( There was a band playing on stage only a few metres from the entrance ) While I was standing there I got my armband and talked with 3 different arrangers before I got my ticket to the sleeping area, as I didnt have any hotel to stay at.
Finally an hour later did Risa and Miku come, and we could hang out at the convention just doozing a little since we were tired after nearly 5 hours of driving ^^;
I wasnt cosplaying that day.
At saturday I was cosplaying as Undertaker, and got a fangirl who wouldnt leave me alone __ __" But I didnt complain, couldnt get myself to it, though it took hard on my HSP, and I had to look for relaxing place ( aka the museum area there was at the convention, where you had to be silent and respect the other visitors. ) So ya.. Everytime I felt that I was on my way breaking down I searched for the museum, and everytime I ended up in the same dark room, watching Ponyo with other visitors ( God I gotta cosplay Ponyos dad one day.. He's weird and awesome xDD )
At the night I was hanging out in the karaoke-room making a fool out of myself and getting a few new friends ^^;
Sunday was more relaxing, and we were all more or less groggy-ish and tired. Yet I still managed to cosplay as Undertaker in his Queen dress version. Though the dress still needs to get fixed a little, and to get a bewb-button, and arms people still regonized me and wanted pictures. ( Unfortunatley it was most at times where I was on my way to something people wanted pictures xD )
It was a funny cosplay, and quickly put'd together on my sewingmachine that just seems to hate me. I still havent seen any of the pictures that got taken, but I hope I soon will ^^
The time home went somewhat faster as we took a small ferry, and I did for once not get totally seasick though I usually do it even in small trips.
The things I got at the convention: A small and very cute jellyfish-strap to my cellphone, and a stack of Pandora Hearts artwork cards in a box. And even though I know I miss some of the cards I still love them very much.
I have also just started on a new cosplaying project, after been reading the latest Pandora Hearts chapter.
My newest project = a Leo Nightray cosplay!
I have loved him from I saw him for the first time, so I am really excited about how it will turn out, if I can pull him out fine or if I will fail miserably ^^;
Wall of text.. Hrn.. Ya.. I definetly should write here some more often.
So far
// Yokume
PS: I have started a new other blog for the more geek-ish site of me ^^; Here's the link: http://yotakuness.blogspot.com/ It will be for anime and manga review-ish stuff ^^;
So, now we're in a new year; 2011! One year till the end of the world, if one should believe in that.
I celebrated christmas together with Risa and her family as my own family havent been celebrating christmas or years. I felt totaly spoiled trough those days ^^;
I got Risa's old computer ( as I knew I would get ) then I got a good warm shirt( hættetrøje), a necklace ( though I am not really the necklace-type of girl ) and last I got a book written by Risa's older sister with a personal message for me inside it 8DD
New years eve I spent together with the Godzilla's cosplay group, or rather some of them. It was fun though one of te got a migraine-attack so I was up with her trough the whole night and only got 3 hours of sleep .__.''
Mynew years resolutions is:
Loose some weight
Draw a drawing every day
Get out of my dept
Get better at cosplaying/sewing
Get a job
Live more healthy
..And start on one of the comic idea's I had had for some time. ^^;;
I've been sick all the way trough the first week in this year >>, but I'm better now.
I found a lot of new and large stretch-marks on my left leg ><
So I panicked a little and found some tips that should help on getting stretch-marks to be smaller and less red, more invisible-ish.
Those tips I wanna share with my readers, though I havent tried all of them yet:
1. Rinse your legs and the places where you have stretch marks with cold water, it gets the circulation going and get your stretch marks to appear less visible, not only that, your legs and ass will also get more firmly.
2. Coffee grounds, mixed with sunflower oil, and massage it into the thighs and buttocks and let it sit for a couple of minutes, then you dry off with cotton wool or soft paper towel..
3. Eat healthy. Food with lots of vitamin E and vitamin C
4. Keep the skin most with moisturizing cream.
I hope some other than me can use the tips. 8D
// Hyachiku